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| Sunday, June 5th, 2005 | | 2:27 pm |
| | Friday, April 29th, 2005 | | 11:48 am |
wow
I don't really think any of you have any idea what its like to sign on to MSN and have that little thing come up and say: "You have 41 new messages." And with a total of 51 - even though most were spam - I think i may hold some sort of most comments record, but then i think about how sad most of the people are on live journal, and i realize that no, i probably don't. Current Mood:  51 is a big # | | Wednesday, April 27th, 2005 | | 1:41 pm |
I cant belive its an update!
I just got a Gary Numan CD, its awesome. If at all possible better than dillinger escape plan. And from this i decided that i love synthesizers, as well as inauidible screams. Mien Gott the 80's were great Current Mood:  bouncy + enthralled -by Gary n | | Wednesday, April 20th, 2005 | | 8:38 pm |
Its 4/20 and i havent updated in god knows how long!
i!s 4/20 and i got multiple offers by people i would rather not associate with to smoke, even for free. and then in gym half the class was stoned out of their minds so they drew a giant dick on the turf field. Stoners , how would we live humorously without them. And what a shame i could not share their happiness as well. Current Mood:  I want to be a grupmy old coot | | Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005 | | 10:34 pm |
Communism ROCKS!
i've been playing video games, doing home work and reading lots of Vonugut books recently, and thats about it. I'm sure that if there is something you'd like to know about, some one would have complained, so for the moment there is not, which does not surprise me. I would like to point out one thing, that most people are not aware of which is that MODERN MUSIC SUCKS ASS! or, at least in my opinion, you are after all entiteled to yours, i say this after the god send i would not have heard about if it were not for a bunch of people saying how sad they were about it, which i find even more pathetic. YOU HAVE BAD TASTE IN MUSIC! i am truly sorry for bad spelling, but am getting kicked off the computer, no time to fix Current Mood: life is here | | Sunday, February 13th, 2005 | | 9:21 pm |
Its My Birthday - so I'll update
I haven't updated in a really long time, genraly cuase I dont have much to talk about, and I'm going to say too much, but hey some thing is better than nothing, I acctualy feel 15 right now, which is odd because normaly on your birthday you get that feeling that your not the age you are yet, and I had that this morning, but not any more, which is cool. I had a mock birthday party kinda today with hilary, molly, davey, jake and mark, which was really fun and I got to see Hilary for the first time in a really long time, but maybe that wasnt a good idea, because right after the last 2 time I saw her she liked me . . . less, so were kinda going out right now, but i have a feeling that after my birthday ends we wont be, cause she called to break up and then took it back becasue it was my birthday. I really have no idea how the emotions in her head work any more, but unfourtuneatly recently they've been making me sadder and sadder, and then happy! but then back to sadder. I wish she could make up her mind. i feel like doing something, i've got lots of energy, but there is nothing to do, and no one to do it with so I'm stuck. I just went out side for a while and it made me feel slightly better, but in truth, now that I'm back in here I've got that feeling again. right after i went out side I listen to a bunch of Ramones and played cards, and it was most unfufilling. I finally feel a little better as i finish writting this, maybe its the music as well, who knows. maybe I'll try some trance later and see if that helps, who knows, and if none of that helps, I'll drink some probably unsafe holy water, who knows. all i know is that i love rock and roll. therres not enough space for what I'v been listen to as I wrote this so, I'll just list it: cheap trick - she's tight; Billy Idol- Sweet Sixteen; Bananarma- venus; didnt look who- Karma Chamelion; J. Hooker/A. Merril- I love rock and roll Current Mood:  between melancholy and anxious | | Wednesday, January 5th, 2005 | | 6:22 pm |
Wow a bunch of shit has happened
Wow first I Hilary kinda broke up with me, but its weird but nice, casue were still really good freinds, and stuff, but it works for both of us so its great. Also, I went back to school, adn it sucks, and i got kicked out of honors SS (yay) casue she wouldnt let me switch books, and other wise school has sucked exept fro today casue WE DISECETED FISH!!! and on our fish i grabed its jaw with our scisors and squezed and it looked like the fish was talking so. . . I want to make the cartoon: The Mr. Disenbodied Fish Head Show! And I know exactly were to air it! the dobbs ferry chanel! or maybe the hastings chanel! yeah it would be sweet but, any way, school is completely boring, but its nice to hang out with every body at lunch I'm really looking forward to midterms casue we get to get out of school which is great. its time to party! well i cant wait for the weekend so i can do wahtever I want and shit school is the devil and so is my spelling Current Mood:  homework kills fun | | Wednesday, December 29th, 2004 | | 11:20 am |
I'M BACK IN NY
God its good to be home with my internet conection, my games, my wonderful girl friend and, my crew, boredom has been banished to the depths of hell, thank goodness Its snowy and nice, and the artist formerly know as big juan has changed his name. and i owe people bets, and i wish they owe me bets, and do, but oh well. I hate and love the interweb, casue of how horrifing, useful, digusting and interesting it is. thank god for good music like Ziggy Startdust, or The Ramones I cant wait to spend (not waste) the rest of the break hanging out with whoever i can, good luck Davey, and even more good luck to Molly. oh well nothing else left to talk about other than the fact that: I"M GETTING A LAYOUT! i hope there i be done, and i apologize for all the crapy spelling Current Mood: Its good to be home | | Sunday, December 26th, 2004 | | 10:54 am |
this sleping schedual isn't good
for the past 3 days i've been staying up till like 1 or 2 talking to people ( mostly hilary) And i've been waking up around 12 or so, so i should probably get some more sleep today or tomorow, casue i wanna have all my energy when i get back to dobbs and can hang out with HILARY :) yeah i really really love her alot and uhh think she is the most wonderful person on earth, and wow, i dont know what else to say becuase i can't stop thinking about her. on a different note, I plan on geting KOTOR 2 as soon as it comes out either for my birthday or just with my own money, and hopefuly half life 2 too. back to talking about the best person in the world, we stayed up trying to get my web cam to work with her , but even after we tried yahoo, msn, and icq, we didn't get anywhere, although we got the closest with yahoo. were going to try and get it working today, so with more time, light and no limits we should get it working eventualy. yay i am much less bored, and thats a fact now hilary definately owes me a layout, this is number 8! Current Mood: i'm not bored!but i mis hilary | | Saturday, December 25th, 2004 | | 4:02 pm |
oh GOD WHY, BOREDOM IS WORSE THAN CAPITAL PUNISHMENT
SAVE ME PLEASE SOME BODY (more hilary than any one else) TALK TO ME AHHHHHH BOREDOM IS LIKE HAVING YOUR BRAIN SLOWLY SHOVE TO THE FRONT OF YOU HEAD AND LEAVING IT THERE TO ROT, MUSIC ONLY OFERS TEMPORARY RESPITE I AM WILLING TO EMBRACE ANY RELIGION IF IT PROMISES FREEDOM FROM BOREDOM SEREIOUSLY But, most major religions are borring, so I"M STUCK IN HELL ahhhhh why am i being tormented????? ahhh why cant i play games on this internet I HATE MACS uggg Bore dom will soon consumne me if i start to stop making sense merely tell me to shut up i need some one or thing to talk to a rubber duck, a bot, or a human ANY THING AHHHHHHH stop the pain well time to list my crishmas gifts so far The Clash: US Version The Best of Bowie America (the Book) I'm going to get within the next day or 2 a ramones CD of my choice. ALOT of candy, don't need to list it a really kewl flash light that doesn't need batteries, you just wind it up for a minute and it lasts for an hour and its quite bright too A bunch of money A wierd book that i haven't looked at much yet the kewlest, fuzzy warm socks evah and When will Jesus Bring the Prork Chops- george Carlin which looks fabulus. -" the reason some gays stay in the closet is becasue they are so interested in fasion" and i know that when i get back home i'm getting a shot glass or something, and some more money For My love hilary i got the fuzziest cutest non teddy bear object i could find, and i already want to cuddle with the thing. Hilary now definately owes me a layout of pretty stuff, or creepy stuff. ahhhh i wanna talk to her, but cant, casue she wasn't home, i'm gonna try again later YUCK Boredom sucks ass, but not as much as hang overs I FOUGHT THE BOREDOM, AND THE BOREDOM WON Current Mood: SAVE ME | | 1:50 pm |
omg i got gifts
omg i got gifts' cause its christmas last night i stayed up till one talking to peolpe online and played aropund with my grandma;s web cam, its wierd, aperently i can record things on it, but that would be stupid considering that i brought my video camera whith me, and i haven't even used it i'm really happy cause i managed to write 5 meaning ful entries, so now hilary owes me a layout, but i'm really mad becasue she wont be able to do it till i get back on the 28 or 29, but i'm not nearly as bored as i was cause i'm sitting here eating candy, listening to david bowie and surfing the interweb i'm not really tired even though i only had like 6 hour of sleep, probably casue yesterday i wen to sleep at 2:30am after talkin to hilary, and then didn't get up till 1pm and writing these entries i'm making more mistakes that normal casu the mac key bored is wierd, and i'm too lazy to fix all them but i've decide that i'm going out wiht THE BEST HUMAN IN THE WORLD,THE BEST GIRL IN THE WORLD, THE BEST DOMESTIC PARTNER IN THE WORLD, AND A GOD AMONG MORTALS: HILARY R BUTTERS And i'm really happy about that, but i'm realy pissed off at this mac casue it keeps throwing me off this window, and ggggrrr i'm angry and i can't wait to see hilary again, ah i'm done, time to go play with the web cam and try and play games, or maybe i'l watch MEAN GIRLS yeah thats sounds good, but i wont, casue i dunno if my parents are getting back from thier walk soon or late. oh well Current Mood: I wish hilary was here | | Friday, December 24th, 2004 | | 10:29 pm |
I miss ny
I havent written in a day or 2 casue i've had other things to do, but now i decided that since no one is looking i'll write so i'mhere in DC and i'm bore out of my mind and unable to see THE GREATEST GIRL IN THE WORLD untill the 29th or maybe if i'm luck the night of the 28th, but even so that is WAY too long and what pisses me off more is that here at my grandma's she has a web cam, so i casue talk to hilary, but for somereason it wont let me, and so i'm stuck here doing nothing but realing and waitng till i get presents and stuuf, and MOLLY AND DAVEY ARE GOING OUT YAY good luck davey, its hard work sometimes, but it is definately worth is which AS PROVEN BY THE GREATEST GIRL IN THE WORLD:HILARY BUTTERS And on monday or tues day i'm going down to richmond to meet my long lost great uncle and i would write more, but my parents are nagging me Current Mood:  I can';t wait | | Monday, December 20th, 2004 | | 6:26 pm |
I wish I Hads lots of money
I wish I had losts of money I mean for the last few hours i've been talking to hilary and syrfing the internet, and every where i go every thing costs money, I see a game, a doll, a car, a house, a stock, an account, and an airplane all for sale, and they all cost money, wow that was pointless now i don't know why but i feal like mentionting the fact that I have always wanted to plead insanity to a parking ticket, and finaly thanks to the profile part of AIM i can, On the other hand I'd like to bitch about aim for a while, its annoying, Cause: you cant click on the previously typed text and type you own stuff the sounds the uglyness ness ness the worse smileys and the fact that it is other wise completely the same as MSN (both thier fault) one good thing. you can chang ethe text to be white and the backround of that text to be white so it is illegible or close to. ya I am going out with the most wonderful girl alive, jsut thought i'd ad that, and I'm done Current Mood: almost there 1 more post | | 4:39 pm |
I'm Gonna Be a Police Officer when I grow Up!
The only reason I want to be one is so I can say: "kids Underage drinking is a bad bad thing you should never try, When I was 14 I did, And it was ok, BUT THEN I THREW UP AND EXPRINCED THE WORST THING IN THE WORLD: A HANG OVER" no not realy, but if your thinging about drinking, make sure there is a toilet, and a place to comfortably sleep, and that your are willing to completely waste the next day. I'm almost all better know, But I can still feel it in my system. The concert is tomrow and we suck ASSS so for everyone who plans to go, make fun of the chours all you want, but not us (band+orcestra) ah, nvm you can make fun of them too. WELL AT LEAST WE HAVE A GOOD FOOT BALL TEAM But one good side effect is that I can say I've got a little captian in me Ahh I cant wait for tomorow so I can see hilary agian, but then I wont see her for at least a week and a half so that sucks rectal cavity. :( PHHHH Current Mood:  contemplative | | Sunday, December 19th, 2004 | | 6:35 pm |
| | 3:23 pm |
ah I HATE HANG OVERS
wo the hangover is really kickin in god It wasn't worth it next time i'll stick to being a pyro and whatnot casue HANG OVERS SUCK ASSS I was practicing my cello and i could only read like half the notes, and only heard like 3/4 of them come out, but my parents said it was good so I guess i'm ready to play I burried my head in a pillow and it felt like I was ona boat swaying back and forth iit feels like i'm dizzy but it wont stop I cant close my eyes cause it feels wierd, I wanna sleep, but is 3 pm and it would seem really wierd I was talking to mark and its kicked in for him too WHY DOES IT TAKE 13 hours??? and why didn't throwing up sober me up at all Well At least I can say I have been a) WASTED b) SLOSHED c) PISSESSED DRUNK d) totaly fucking piseessesd dunk wow the head ache isn't that bad and I can deal but that wierd feeling in the pit of my stomach I CONDEM HANG OVERS TO THE PITS OF FIREY HELL Some of what happend last nigh i'm beging to forget, like i know we had 8 shots wait no we had 9 and i had a 10th of something mild casue . . . no idea why but now I definately regret it KIDS DINKING IS FUN- BUT - HANGOVERS BAD SHIT is worse than ALCOHOLS FUN EFFECTS so DONT DINK UNLESS YOU ARE WILLING TO SPEND AN ENTINE DAY RECOVERING God damn me and my interest in alcohol yuck dont drink in large amounts Current Mood: WHY'S THERE NO HUNG OVER MOOD? | | 2:09 pm |
FINE i'll write a real entry
Hilary promised me a layout if I could scrap together 5 enteries so I'll try, i'm not promisong anything, but i'll do at least 2 . maybe. I realy dont have anything to talk about and I don't know why i'm doin this, but its much more fun than homework so i plan on doing it. I feel really wierd right now I think its the hang over wearing off, but it should have a long time ago I still feel a little boozed up, theres that feeling at the bottom of my stomach I feel like writing a hiku. I feellike writing A Hiku that is pretty Or one that sounds good yay that was pointless lets do anothe one I am bored a lot I am bored at this moment Now I am not bored no I am still bored I must do something more fun Or I may explode Current Mood: woo | | 1:55 pm |
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